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Speaking My Mind In Innocence
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GiddyIs it wrong to be giddy the person that I am, The type of person that isn't just here to stand. The twinkle in my eye that's brighter then the sun, The static energy that keeps me at a full run. The laughter that fills more then just my face, The neverending-jumping-off-of-walls kind of race. The beating of my heart that pounds out of my chest, My head spinning 'round and 'round and never wanting to rest. The random bursts of remarks that make no sense to me, Keeping everyone wondering if this is the way I'm suppose to be. Is it wrong to be giddy the person that I am, The type Giddy
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Abused loveI hate what you have done to me; so sure The pain I feel inside grows stronger still, A smile that no longer glows like before This snarled hair that wraps 'round my face; no will.
Don't you remember all that we once had, All the memories that we once enjoyed? Yet, you've seem to turn everything so bad, I felt like a worthless doll and your toy.
Poisoned friendship now left between us, Unapologized hurtful times have won, Memories of him claw inside me, continuous, Love can't die, so where has it really gone?
The hurt I feel will only bring more wrong Abused love
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because i love you.listen, just for a few minutes.
take a few deep breaths [even if you don't want to breathe anymore]. listen to the pitter-patter of your heart beating in your ears and feel your pulse racing. taste the silence of the world; see the anxiety take over you.
close your eyes and look at the black. look at the black until you see something worth holding onto inside of yourself. wait until breathing doesn't feel like a losing game and then open your eyes,
and listen.
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look, you
are wonderful. you remind me of a lullaby in winter, sung like a secret not meant for anyone to because i love you.
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Letters to MommyDear mommy,
I got my first A in school! Put it on the fridge so als can see Aren’t you proud of me?
Look at this picture I drew! A sunny day with Daddy, you, and me Aren’t you happy?
Dear Mom, I won my first race in track! Display the letter for all to see Aren’t you proud of me?
Look at this picture I took! Ma and sis feigning a joyful look Aren’t you happy?
Dear Mom, I received my first F in class No, I am not giving you sass Aren’t you proud?
Look at this poem I wrote Letters to Mommy
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Excrutiating CycleThey say love is one of the greatest things, greater even than the air we breathe or the sun or stars or trees. But what is this thing that is as unsubstantial, even less than, the air? It drives people mad with sickness; it’s like watching people die a slow horrible death and knowing it can’t be stopped, people still do it themselves. It causes more destruction than even the largest bomb, more hatred than the worst atrocities. Yet, it is an emotion held most highly, revered. For what else can make the sun shine on a cloudy and rainy day, or chase away those monsters of the night when all Excrutiating Cycle
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Shadows and Light
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it's HIM

Thu Aug 6, 2009, 6:44 PM

I'm depressed more then ever right now...it's been since January 24th since I've been with him..since him and I have been together..since he has enjoyed my company as well

Sometimes I wonder is this pain that I feel even worth suffering through.. my mom always says "a long term answer to a short term problem" but I wonder how long this could go on for. I wonder how long I could suffer this depression of.....pure emptiness?? It's harsh, it's cruel, it's ugly, it's torture...entirely and immensly I HATE IT! Every breath I take in I just wish it would stop. I wish that everything would go away.
IT SEEMS like yesterday I was laying in his arms, feeling the beat of his heart beat against my back, and feeling his breath comfort me. And now we are left with love clasped within our fists and unknowing minds. We both love eachother...it's known...but we can't be together because of my mom.

I never know what to do anymore.. it is worth listening to my parents and being away from him and ending up leaving this body of mine for good...or is it worth FINALLY just taking my own stand and being with him. Neither of us date anymore... we miss each other...we can't move on...we spend endless nights crying for ones company... yet we don't do anything...we are stuck here...just as it is....depression

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Reading: the poems I have written
Watching: the boy in stripped pajamas
Eating: nothing
Drinking: water

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~sweetmissbecca Jun 5, 2009, 2:47:01 PM

It's been a while since I've added a new poem..but please enjoy my older ones! They ALL have something to read and something to enjoy! I hope that YOU'll enjoy them too!!!

Thank you!
-Becca

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~The sound of a heartbeat....is my music to life~

~your-heart-is-pure May 26, 2009, 11:24:16 AM

thanks for the favvsss!!! much appreciated

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